personality disorder

之前做功课时找到这个video
看到这个症状的特点
跟我很多都很相像
所以我不是只是普通的EMO
而是有personality disorder??? ==

'I feel alone, empty, in pain and emotional all at the same time.'
'I don't understand myself or why I feel this way.'
'Most of the time I wear a mask.'
这句最接近我的心情：
'When people ask me why I'm sad, I do not have a definite answer for them.
I can only make one up to satisfy their question.'